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Thursday, November 19, 2009

thank you

thank you:

for being there for me.
for helping me unconditionally.
for being who you are.
for guiding me and yet having fun along the way.
for just putting up with me and letting me be who i am.

and for that, i'll always be grateful.
i'll always love you people.


Friday, October 30, 2009

when all feels lost

it's amazing how we can have one test after another and what not.
seriously, i'm burning out. i'm not sure how much energy i can put into studying anymore.
everyone needs a break once in a while, and if i can't even keep up in third year, how am i going to survive fifth year?

everyone needs a little reminder everyday about why we're doing what we're doing. about the reasons and our motivations that brought us here in the first place. yet mine always seems screwed or skewed and i guess maybe that's not the best way to go. but treasure what we have right now because when you don't have it anymore, i think that's where the real pain starts.

not even sure if this post makes sense, but i just needed to ramble, haha.
jiayou for patho (:


Saturday, October 24, 2009

just about luck

neuro neuro neuro.
i don't really know what to say.
i'm just stunned. spastic paraparesis. i don't really know what it is anymore.
i just want to cry, to throw a tantrum, to redo it all over again so i don't make the same stupid mistakes.
but i can't.

life sucks this way.
it's always about luck.
if you get it, good for you.
if you don't, you just pray that you're lucky enough.

i just believe that everything happens for a reason.
and even though i feel like crap right now..
i really really hope for the best.

to my cg: i love you guys for all the encouragement, the help, the fun, and all the things we've been through together. maybe one day we'd be together again, who knows. until then.. ♥


Saturday, October 17, 2009

i'll miss you

sometimes life sucks that way.
because the people that you've learnt to love will leave you.
because the people that have made you who you are will no longer be around you.
because the people you owe so much to will merely become acquaintances in a blink of an eye.

i'll miss you people :(
whether you know it or not.


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

:)

i've learnt..
to not take things for granted.
to not judge people before i even know them.
to enjoy what i have right now.
to be careful in life.
and to love life as it is.

these few weeks have really been insane. gen med is crazy in general. so thank you to my group for helping me so much with it. i'd never have thought i would survive thus far. you're right, i'm really going to miss you guys. :) eopt is next week. i still feel i'm not ready. let's hope for the best, and just do what we can and try our hardest to.

good luck everyone :)



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